Iam such a grumpy person. I think Iam constantly angry at anything and everything around me.


I used to get bullied last time. My mum always say I get pushed around by my friends all the time.. I still am.. A little. Yeah, I get bullied. My friends stole my stuff and hid them and wouldn't give them back to me until my mum wrote a letter to the teacher. And I didn't even tell my mum until she found out. I lied to her that I forgot to bring it back. And I think I used to cry all the time. And at one time I told myself I wouldn't cry anymore. And at the other point I started to bottle evrything up.


Iam a bomb ready to implode anytime.


But then I was kind of stronger. I try not to let people take advantage of me and I stay clear of friends who are just so fake. In primary school and lower secondary school I had people who perhaps just took pity on me and allowed me into their circle of friends.


Iam just rather happy I have real friends right now. I may not really like them all the time (harhar) but that's really just me. I believe they've done the best that they could.


Iam just trying to be a better person in my own terms. Like maybe.. a less hostile person?