I do have my own rules. Just two rules. I think. 1. Never look back. Never regret your past, don't go searching for any form of the past. And let the past ALWAYS be a past. Applies to people as well. If you are out, you are out forever. 2. Always aim for the best and do not ever settle for 2nd place. Right now, I admit I do not really adhere to the rules since number 1 is constantly getting broken and I have to slap myself to prevent any more wallowing. And I'll always be breaking rule number 2 because whatever I do, I never become the top, always being behind somebody else. I do want to be the best, but I don't work for it. That's my fault I guess. I don't like competitiveness and the result of it, which is trying too hard.


Painted my nails matte black since I do not have any more for the week. I feel bad ass. Well, not that I have any chance to go out or something, I think. But if I ever do go out I'll wear my studded bracelet too, for effect. Hahaha!!


I don't like communicating with annoying people for too long and the littlest things can annoy me. Seriously, it annoys the hell out of me that I really do not want to continue the conversation but I do, out of courtesy. If not, I think I would have lesser friends than what I already have.


Nothing at all and nevermore. If you do want to be my past, do not regret it, because I will not. Moveon and moveover. No action, no effect. You do have many flaws anyway. Bye.