I thought of something to blog about while in the shower harhar. But I forgot what it was already. Damn.


Right now I feel so dejected. It's like Iam talking to someone who doesn't even want to talk to me. It's hard to carry a decent conversation with these kind of people you know? I'd rather you say you don't feel like talking to me right now. At least I'll know when Iam being pushy or anything. I don't want to FORCE people to talk to me. I just want people to listen on their own accord. Not just one ear in and out the other. This is absolutely fake and I hate it. I know it's not like I have alot to tell and it's not like my life is fantastic or interesting or anything. But wouldn't it better if someone could be involved in what you did and really liked it? Even though it's just listening? Is it that freaking hard to listen? Yes, so people like to eavesdrop on other people's conversation and do not bother to really listen with their heart on their own conversations. The irony.


Yeah so Iam a whiny little bitch who likes to complain about everything and anything and all I care is about myself. And people wonder why I always don't talk and keep to myself.


I thought I was taking a chance and I thought it was gonna turn out alright.