Remember how my New Year resolution was to be less hostile and more friendly and shit? Iam gonna give up on that. Because most of the time, I face unfriendly people who see that I look stuck up and all and decide not to be too close to me. I really tried okay. Iam not really gonna totally give up though, but Iam kind of half hearted about it already. Iam not looking for new friends anyway. I just hope things between me and the other party could be better, not awkward silences.


Seriously, I think I have that kind of face that people dislike. And it's not even my character! What happened to "looks can be deceiving"? I demand a second chance to re-evaluating my personality, not a stereotype. Or a one-off evaluation. IAM REALLY A NICE PERSON! :'(


On another note, up till now, I haven't discovered any special talents that I myself have which can be showcased. This is bad. Honestly, I don't want to bebam ordinary person. I wanna be an extraordinary person with cool talents! I feel like a loser and a nobody right now, and really kind of pathetic and useless. Yeahyeah, some of you would say that I shouldn't bring myself down like that and Iam actually a great person. BLAHBLAHBLAH. Then can you argue my opinion?!